times up

i've been spending a lot of time in birmingham lately because my parents are getting ready to move back to texas (most likely the end of the month). normally i just come and help out with what i can around the house, hang out a little bit and then go back to montevallo. but when i decide to stay the night i can't help but feel weird. i don't feel like this place is home anymore. but why should it. i have no friends here and my family is about to be gone in a month. let's be real, feeling like a city or even a state isn't home anymore can make you antsy about the future. and that is just what it has done to me. it sounds like i'm sad about it, but really i'm not. i'm happy because it will make leaving so much easier. 

and for the next few months i will be very very very busy, so i apologize in advance if it seems like i'm avoiding you. i promise i'm not. i just really have to get some shit together and be responsible.